Hourglass Figure

I want inner peace, I want to deal with my crushing fear of death,
I want an hourglass figure and a Cinderella ball gown
made of real plants.

So I work 42 hours a week,
I spend 7 minutes driving to my first job at 9 and
11 driving to the next one at 2:30 it takes
half an hour to get back home and you are 18 minutes late.

I want 9 more minutes to sit across from you and
Not throw up while you tell me you’re seeing someone new,
I want to build entire worlds with you and
Destroy this one, I want to make you so much tea,
If I could take 5 minutes and put it anywhere in my life I would insert it
The moment before I met you, to breathe.

There is absolutely no time at all zero time there is
None minutes/hours/us so
I am applying gold leaf directly to my eyelids
So I am sewing together
Pink oyster mushrooms so that I may be consumed.